A blog HERE... To HELP YOU dear friends...
Yep, today it dawned on me... I guess I'm finally 'healed' from grief and that 2 years later... Quite a 'rollercoaster' ride...
I got this book "Grieving for Dummies" and its a real cool read :clapping:
WHY I think I'm healed...
I feel fine... I feel grounded again... I don't burst into tears on any given moment... I don't curse, I don't yell out of 'frustration' anymore...
I can just chill and watch a movie... I can dance and singalong to Michael's awesome music... I can even 'concentrate' again on stuff I love to do...
Then again, this came with the NEEDY sacrifices and changes...
I AVOID people, places even TV programs that UPSET me :doh:
I THINK POSITIVE in the "I CAN" mode only :yes:
I DARE to DREAM again :cheeky:
I WEAR MJ T-shirts that will keep me SAVE when I'm out
I SPREAD L.O.V.E instead of H.A.T.E and E.N.V.Y :yes:
I REALIZE that trying to make sense of this whole MURDER thingy and KEEP CURSING about it WON'T bring Michael back... It ONLY hurts ME :agree:
I REALIZE that I'm NOT ALONE in my pain and sorrow... HERE, Thousands of fans SHARE my feelings and NO ONE should feel LONELY :better:
WE ARE ONE BIG FAMILY FULL OF L.O.V.E :wub:
This was a heartfelt blog by Daryll748
So PROUD to belong to this awesome Communityunk:
Yep, today it dawned on me... I guess I'm finally 'healed' from grief and that 2 years later... Quite a 'rollercoaster' ride...
I got this book "Grieving for Dummies" and its a real cool read :clapping:
WHY I think I'm healed...
I feel fine... I feel grounded again... I don't burst into tears on any given moment... I don't curse, I don't yell out of 'frustration' anymore...
I can just chill and watch a movie... I can dance and singalong to Michael's awesome music... I can even 'concentrate' again on stuff I love to do...
Then again, this came with the NEEDY sacrifices and changes...
I AVOID people, places even TV programs that UPSET me :doh:
I THINK POSITIVE in the "I CAN" mode only :yes:
I DARE to DREAM again :cheeky:
I WEAR MJ T-shirts that will keep me SAVE when I'm out
I SPREAD L.O.V.E instead of H.A.T.E and E.N.V.Y :yes:
I REALIZE that trying to make sense of this whole MURDER thingy and KEEP CURSING about it WON'T bring Michael back... It ONLY hurts ME :agree:
I REALIZE that I'm NOT ALONE in my pain and sorrow... HERE, Thousands of fans SHARE my feelings and NO ONE should feel LONELY :better:
WE ARE ONE BIG FAMILY FULL OF L.O.V.E :wub:
This was a heartfelt blog by Daryll748
So PROUD to belong to this awesome Community
unk: